Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Which way do I turn?



So it's week three and I haven't posted since kick off..

And do you know why?
Because I never kicked off!

I got sick in the first week and I am struggling to start because I am now so far behind...

These thoughts of failure keep telling me I've already lost... I'm not worth it... I'll always be fat... I'll never change...

And even though I know I shouldn't listen I can't help it...

I was SO pumped to start this.. so ready to change.. what happened? I got sick! And I am letting that excuse get the better of me...

What do I do?

Give up? I have a voice screaming in my head saying "It's always too early to give up!" And another one saying "You can't give up what you never started"

I'm off to work now... I don't even know why I bothered posting...


Which way do I turn?